Be Thou My Vision

1/24/2020

Acts 26:16

“I have appeared unto thee for this purpose.”

God calls us all to be witnesses to His glory and saving grace. He gives us all different gifts to be used for this purpose. His church is a colorful tapestry of uniqueness, with a myriad of areas for ministry. I have been blessed by so many believers who have answered the call to share His love, both through powerful prayer and practical means. The Holy Spirit shines in these lovely servants of Jesus.

 If you seek God’s leading in your life, you must be prepared to do His will, and there is no greater blessing than to be used by Him. As Jesus did for Paul, He will give you a vision, a knowing in your spirit. Being obedient to a vision God has given you is not always easy, however. It is able to draw from every resource God has given. He may ask for you to share your time, talent, and possibly finances, but this sharing will never turn up void; God will bring blessing every time.

Before 2020 began, I was grappling with a restless spirit, and feeling like I had no focus in my spiritual walk. I was attending church, doing devotions, and praying, but I didn’t have a clear area of ministry. I prayed for God to help me be bolder in my corner of the world for Him. My husband and I were on our second reading through My Utmost for His Highest, and having wonderfully deep insights and discussions. I heard the still small voice inside me say, “Maybe you should begin to write about what you are learning.” I, of course, did not feel equal to the task, but also couldn’t shake the “vision” I was having. I continued to pray about this draw I was feeling, but told no one. Then on New Year’s Eve, while talking about plans for the New Year, my son said, “Hey Mom, I think you should start a blog about My Utmost for His Highest.” My mouth literally fell open and I was speechless, which if you know me is extremely rare. CONFIRMATION! Oh my, I was bowled over by the strength of the Holy Spirit among us in that moment. Even though I felt fully unworthy, I knew, if this is what God wanted me to do, He would guide me and give me the words. I took my self-doubt and offered it up to Him, understanding I had to fully trust Him on this new journey. This is day 24. I was not feeling well today, and wasn’t clear on what to write, but as soon as I sat at my computer, as it has been every day, the words just started pouring out. All I needed to do is trust Him.  To God be the glory.

Chambers says, “Verse 16 is immensely commanding, ‘To make thee a minister and a witness.’ There is nothing there apart from the personal relationship. Paul was devoted to a Person, not a cause.”