3/31/2020
1 John 5:16 “If any man sees his brother
sin a sin which is not unto death, he shall ask, and He shall give him life for
them that sin not unto death.”
I am going to confess something: I have
been disappointed lately. I feel such a powerful call to prayer, that it is a
time for us timid Christians to rise up. As believers, we are always fighting
an unseen evil being who wants our total destruction, so we should be battle-ready
for this new challenge.
I have been looking for someone, anyone, to
sound the battle cry, for we are at war with an unseen evil. Alas, no leader
has risen up that I have seen. I was thinking of the Reverend Billy Graham and
how he may have been during this time of crisis in our world. I reflected on
how, during other times of unrest or disaster, he was our collective national
minister, guiding us and calling us to prayer. He would have been welcome on
every news station regardless of political bend, and he would speak of the
power of prayer and the saving grace of Jesus.
Last night, after being yet again jarred by
the evening network news, I felt called to act, so I posted my own call to arms
on Facebook. I have also done that here as you all know, but I wanted to try a
broader platform. I asked people to pick a time to pray twice a day, trying to
get a 24 hour prayer going. (Yes, I do know that millions of people are praying
at every minute of the day for our world.) So, here goes my confession; when
people did not respond in overwhelming numbers, I got very emotional. I called
it frustration, but my wise husband saw anger. He read to me in 1 Kings about
how Elijah was tired of being the only voice yelling into the wind. Then he
gently told me I was not frustrated, but angry (which, if you know me, is not
my go-to emotion.) I was duly rebuked, and grateful for a husband who is
willing to lead, and a son who was in prayer for me during that time. It turns out I was feeling such a powerful pull of the Holy
Spirit, that I could not understand why everyone was not feeling the same way. Regrettably, I have definitely gone here in my
thinking before. Oh my sinful nature. Dear Jesus, please forgive me.
Chambers says, “If we are not heedful of
the way the Spirit of God works in us, we will become spiritual hypocrites. We see where other folks are failing, and we
turn discernment into the gibe of criticism instead of into intercession on
their behalf.” These words further confirmed how I was not in line with what
the Holy Spirit truly wanted from me. Was I moved to share a call to arms? Yes.
Did I then wait on God? No, I let my emotions get in the way. Right now is a hyperemotional
time for a lot of people. But for me and my shelter-in-place house, we will
serve the Lord.
For such a time as this.
2 Chronicles 7:14 “If My people, who are
called by My name, will humble themselves and pray and seek My face and turn
from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven and will forgive their
sins and will heal their land.”
May God have mercy on us all.
