A New Beginning

1/1/2021

Matthew 1:18-25

It is the first day of a new year. This often brings with it a promise of a fresh beginning, and so it is with me. Exactly a year ago today, I started this blog because of a vision I received from God about responding to Oswald Chambers’ very challenging study, My Utmost for His Highest. I was well into my second go around with the text at that point, and my Sunday school class had been using it as well. Some of the ladies in my class loved it, and some of them thought it was too antiquated and challenging. Neither of these opinions are wrong, though for me it had become something more. 

I took this faith journey not having any idea where it would lead. It started out as a nice exercise, then midway through March, all that was normal and comfortable about life changed. Responding to the wisdom of Chambers and searching through my Bible every evening became a balm to my soul. During the storm that raged all around, I was able to focus on my relationship with God in a different way than I had ever done before. It was a much needed and beautiful journey.

Now I have come to a crossroads, and I find myself not quite knowing which way to go. The vision that was so clear last year has come to a natural conclusion, and I find myself lost in a mirky state. I could continue with a daily blog, but without something to respond to, what would I write about? I have gotten wonderful suggestions, but none feel quite right. I have prayed and asked God for direction, but I cannot discern which thoughts are inspired by HIm and which ones are me trying to force the situation. The one thing that is clear to me is that if I continue, this blog needs to be a place of honesty. Will I be writing every day in the year 2021? I cannot yet say, but I am here again now, at my appointed writing time willing to continue to follow God’s leading. 

This morning, my husband and I read Matthew. I thought how odd it would be to reflect on the birth of Jesus, as our yearly Christmas celebration had just passed. How could this passage possibly be what God would want me to write about? Then thoughts started coming. 

The New Year is a time of hope and change, and that is exactly what the birth of Jesus represents; He came to change the world and give us hope. The Baby in the manger, Who is the Messiah, is the one Who brings eternal life, hope, and joy to all people. He is the very One Who reconnected us to our Heavenly Father. 

So, this coming year, Blooms will focus on the books of the New Testament. I am open to any and all suggestions as well. Let's have a dialogue in 2021.