My Quandary

 

3/21/2021

Galatians 6:9 “And let us not grow weary of doing good, for in due season we will reap, if we do not give up.”

I must apologize to you, dear reader, as I have been struggling with my writing this past week, and it definitely shows. I was wondering when – or if – I was going to reach this point. The looming question has recently been: would I become weary, saturated, or just blank in continuing my blogging journey? Today marks blog number 466 in a row. Even though I have gotten loving encouragement about possibly slowing down, as my goal was never to continue past a year, I have still felt led to continue.

Last week was difficult on many levels, and although the world is very slowly getting back to some normalcy, my world has several big changes happening again. One of these changes could be very positive, one of them is extremely daunting, and one of them just brings me sorrow. I have been pouring my mental and spiritual energy into these and other areas, so much so that my writing has lost its way. I am feeling so weary, y’all. Constant change is hard.

I know God is on the throne, and He is in every one of these changing areas of my life. I see His hand and deeply feel His presence. I also know that, if I continue to be willing, He will give me strength and use me to reach out to others. Maybe the next part of the journey will not be through the written word, or maybe it will be. Whatever lies ahead, He will certainly be leading me down the narrow road.

So, I will be back tomorrow in some form. If God inspires me and gives me the words, I will continue as I have been. I certainly want to persevere, but if my emotions are still getting in the way I may have to take a bit if a break. If I am open to God’s guidance at our anointed time it will show in what is written. Either way, I will let you know.  My only desire is to serve my Savior.