Wednesday, March 10, 2021

Desperate Faith

 3/10/2021

Colossians 4:2 “Continue steadfastly in prayer, being watchful and thankful.”

Romans 12:12 “Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer.”

What if we, as believers, had as much faith in good times as we do in bad? When the trials of life hit, we tend to hold on for dear life to our Savior and our faith in Him; at least this is true for me. I get to a point of desperate faith as I call out to Jesus for His help, healing, peace, comfort, and direction.

This past summer, my husband lost his job (this was true for many people in the year 2020), and I was working a part time job that did not pay much. We had some savings that we calculated would augment unemployment for a certain amount of time. As the months wore on, we dove into our Bibles and into prayer. We were putting our faith in God providing for us, and we walked daily in a profound level of trust. The months passed, and although my husband had many interviews that seemed like they were the answer, he was never the final hire. This was difficult for him on so many levels, yet he kept praying and trusting. After the first few months, we were astonished that we had not yet touched our savings. Then a few more months passed and that number stayed constant. We were able to pay every bill and still eat. The gratitude we had (and still have) for God’s care was overwhelming, and we shared this miraculous blessing with as many people as we could. We still are amazed by God’s provision.

This was a time, like other times of hardship in our lives, when we turned to God with focus and full faith. However, this morning during our devotional time, we started talking about where our faith has been during times of comfort. Are we walking in constant dedicated faith when life is good? We both, sadly, answered no. Then we drilled down to the why, and asked how we can change. My husband gave a wonderful analogy of a simple chair. A chair that you sit upon daily that holds you and is reliable; you sit in with unconscious faith. None of us sit down to dinner and pray for the chair that we are about to sit on holds us up and protects us from falling. The reflexive trust we have in that chair is because of reliability. Now, if we notice a crack in the wood or a bent leg on that chair, we are more aware and thoughtful when we sit, probably testing out its stability before sitting. It is only then that our faith becomes evident and purposeful.

So we discussed how we keep our faith in focus throughout our daily comings and goings, work and leisure, when we are alone or with others. How do we grow in our intentionality towards God? How do we grow our trust and faith in Him? Just like that reliable chair, we know His love, mercy, protection, and grace are always there. We thought that being in a state of deliberate and purposeful gratefulness when life is in a state of blessing would help our focus on faith. Can we have the same desperate faith in times of plenty, safety, health, and prosperity? Shouldn’t we, as often as we cry out during trial, lift praises to our King when blessings flow? Why should we have anything less than desperate faith always?

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